Buongiorno
Harry Burns: Right now everything is great, everyone is happy, everyone is in love and that is wonderful. But you gotta know that sooner or later you’re gonna be screaming at each other about who’s gonna get this dish. This eight dollar dish will cost you a thousand dollars in phone calls to the legal firm of That’s Mine, This Is Yours. Marie: Harry. Harry Burns: Please, Jess, Marie. Do me a favor, for your own good, put your name in your books right now before they get mixed up and you won’t know whose is whose. ‘Cause someday, believe it or not, you’ll go 15 rounds over who’s gonna get this coffee table. This stupid, wagon wheel, Roy Rogers, garage sale COFFEE TABLE. Jess: I thought you liked it? Harry Burns: I was being nice. 

Harry Burns: Right now everything is great, everyone is happy, everyone is in love and that is wonderful. But you gotta know that sooner or later you’re gonna be screaming at each other about who’s gonna get this dish. This eight dollar dish will cost you a thousand dollars in phone calls to the legal firm of That’s Mine, This Is Yours. 
Marie: Harry. 
Harry Burns: Please, Jess, Marie. Do me a favor, for your own good, put your name in your books right now before they get mixed up and you won’t know whose is whose. ‘Cause someday, believe it or not, you’ll go 15 rounds over who’s gonna get this coffee table. This stupid, wagon wheel, Roy Rogers, garage sale COFFEE TABLE. 
Jess: I thought you liked it? 
Harry Burns: I was being nice. 

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Halloween was a blast. Huntsvegas party. Pretty rad. Met a lot of people. Hung out with an old friend. Then at 12am Roland decided it was a good idea to go to Rookies in the Woodlands. No thank you. I took a shot… I think it was a mixture of probably 17 different liquors… after that my night was downhill. But all in all it was a good time. Being a zombie and scaring people was also quite entertaining.  Currently I am downloading music at lightspeed. I don’t want to forget songs to put on my ipod (ok ok, my brothers ipod) before I leave on Thursday. It’s so stupid, the battery in my ipod doesn’t charge anymore, I cried for a little then came to terms I’d have to go sans music on my trip. Then mi hermano was kind enough to loan me his. Praise the Lord! 10 hr flight with no jams? Incomprehensible! Ooo and I got a nice little peacoat for Europe, thanks to my mama. She’s the sweetest woman in the world. I hope one day I can give to my children the way she provides for me. Or love them as much at least. I will miss my family so much. I feel like a little girl in some regards. Exploring the world on my own for the first time. Well, technically not the first trip I’ve been on alone, but across the world is entirely different. I probably need a little culture in my life. Oh what a bubble I’ve been living in.  Packing tomorrow, but really actually doing it. I tried for about 10 minutes today but I got preoccupied. Busy day tomorrow, sleep is in order.  <3

Halloween was a blast. Huntsvegas party. Pretty rad. Met a lot of people. Hung out with an old friend. Then at 12am Roland decided it was a good idea to go to Rookies in the Woodlands. No thank you. I took a shot… I think it was a mixture of probably 17 different liquors… after that my night was downhill. But all in all it was a good time. Being a zombie and scaring people was also quite entertaining. 

Currently I am downloading music at lightspeed. I don’t want to forget songs to put on my ipod (ok ok, my brothers ipod) before I leave on Thursday. It’s so stupid, the battery in my ipod doesn’t charge anymore, I cried for a little then came to terms I’d have to go sans music on my trip. Then mi hermano was kind enough to loan me his. Praise the Lord! 10 hr flight with no jams? Incomprehensible!

Ooo and I got a nice little peacoat for Europe, thanks to my mama. She’s the sweetest woman in the world. I hope one day I can give to my children the way she provides for me. Or love them as much at least. I will miss my family so much. I feel like a little girl in some regards. Exploring the world on my own for the first time. Well, technically not the first trip I’ve been on alone, but across the world is entirely different. I probably need a little culture in my life. Oh what a bubble I’ve been living in. 

Packing tomorrow, but really actually doing it. I tried for about 10 minutes today but I got preoccupied. Busy day tomorrow, sleep is in order. 

<3

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5 days. 

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Time for flight.

Leaving this Thursday for the great country of Ireland. I’m picking up my passport tomorrow. Yes, tomorrow. I love procrastinating the most important things. Then a 10 hour flight to Amsterdam where I will wait for 5 hours alone. Maybe I’ll meet a mysteriously handsome Dutchman that will fly to Dublin with me.  

Tokyo Police Club concert the first night, hopefully I won’t be completely drained. Then tours of castles, cathedrals, feeding seals, cold rain, culture, Guinness, Jameson… and after the latter who knows what will happen. 

I was hoping that I wouldn’t have to check my bag but I have a feeling I will end up taking more than I actually need with me. And I am thinking plenty of disposable cameras are in order. Not going to risk losing my camera. Getting disposable cameras developed is way more fun anyhow.

So this is it. I cannot wait. 

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SERIOUSLY?

Where are all the single people? I have never felt more single in my life. EVER. Even when I WAS single, I at least had prospects. Someone I was interested in. But now, my 23rd year of existence, I am alone. 23rd and a few months… 

It seems as though most people I have gone to high school with or just old friends have married and/or had kids by now. Not that I want to jump on the kid bandwagon anytime soon, but it would be nice to meet someone. I think maybe my standards have gotten too high. The past relationships that I have had have been dreadful. Especially the last one. I don’t even know how I lasted the few months I did… After that one I dated this guy for about two weeks. What a jerk. A selfish, chauvinist jerk. Glad I ended it when I did. Why can’t I meet a guy that wants to take me on a date? Or make me happy? Or please me in any small form? I recently vowed to myself that I would not drag things on longer than necessary. I always tend to hold onto boys longer than I should. Perhaps with the thought they would change or start liking me more or vice versa. Maybe perhaps it’s me. I have had guys tell me that I’m the only girl they’ve ever argued with. Perhaps I’m a little head strong… Feisty… Opinionated. I need to work on those things. 

Hopefully I won’t have a tragic ending where I wind up an old cat lady. 

On a lighter note, school is looking good. I am back home with my parents, which has turned into a blessing in disguise. I love having positivity around me, not to mention love and good food. But I do look forward to the day of having my own place. Alone. No more living with dudes. Ugh. Kind of makes me sick to my stomach just thinking about it. Okay, back to organizing and laundry. Sushi tonight. Hooray!

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One of my favorites since age 12. 

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